>>15417100i really only did it because it was the only thing that seemed interesting to do. its probably impossible to understand derealization when you havent experienced it but it made me feel that way, "finally something that is interesting"
>How were the other people who did it, around those circles you were in?all of them were either indifferent to them or kind of used them to appear more edgy/gain more status, though i think most people were indifferent to them
>Green or purple ones?i really love the purple ones, they are so sweet. greens are sometimes really tasty but sometimes theyre just mediocre
>My hair gets really itchy if I eat sour gummies, lol.maybe ze turkish secret service conditioned these reactions! that has to be it!
>Going down that path, do you think?well, i do think i could "self medicate" with alcohol and make it so much easier to fix myself. anxiety triggers dpdr. without the anxiety treating my dpdr would be so much easier. i will probably get benzos, when i have to go to a psych, because of that. and yes, only drink to have fun, dont drink to "solve your problems". it will ruin you. though i never had the urge to become an alcoholic idk my brain kind of does dislikes indulging in unhealthy behaviors
>Ah, and, DPDR?its a very distressing disorder
>I've no idea about any mental illness stuff.itd probably be better to know some things about mental health, to know what kind of people to avoid
>>15417147uooh!
