>>20760285have fun rotting in hell then
i'm not looking for carnal pleasures, and i will not stoop to your level
>>20760315nah i'm too far gone
if i had any chance to cure myself to an acceptable level, i missed it in highschool
i continue to make attempts to improve by forcing myself into social situations but that only keeps me at a level of being able to purchase things from stores
>>20760481yeah but they're all whores and i can't fill the role of older guy other than simply being old, they want more beyond that like having had sex with dozens of other women
>>20760487i mean i'm too retarded to function correctly in public, i can barely do the most basic of things
i type mostly normal, but that's only because i have the comfort and time of being in my safe comfy room all alone, and i can simply not respond if i want, or i can take as much time as i need to think
when i'm face to face with people i completely lock up and cannot think of anything to say beyond single word responses; it's terminal
