>>16402192>i wonder if it was differentehhhhhhh
i think even if it was then what i said applies, as in these things just happen and its normal
some people may get attached to a game differently than you do maybe, but at the end of the day ur getting attached to it
and if its only a phase of doing so then whatever, as long as youre not having ur entire life engulfed by it for far too long
i think i get what you felt though, at some points in my life as well
and i guess its actually a common feeling to have with a lot of stuff, just that it gets too far sometimes and has you attached to something for an extended period of time
just a glorified grudge, u get caught up on things on the every day and feel that you gotta get it over with before moving on, and its that except the thing to do is harder and takes more time
but you know that youll feel satisfied once its done and thats what makes u wanna keep going along with it
with some things theres also the need to prove to urself that youre good, like u said you felt
in games especially competitive ones thats common, obviously
i cant say i havent been drawn in by the same thing either lol, and probably for longer than its healthy
but ya
at the end of the phase it makes for an experience and can be a positive for your character in the end, why not
as i said things like that keep life fun and fresh
maybe u were immersing something or being drawn in by the feeling of having to do it, but either way you can hopefully look back on it as fun still, or even if not then at least something to say that you did
idk if im coming off any clear but yea
i think having gone through that is better for you than if you just kept on with a mundane routine and yada yada
mightve come at the cost of ignoring something u wouldve rather not, but thats a part of it and thats good to feel alive
if it doesnt fucking ruin your life like it ends up doing for some then its okay lol
charlim
