>>10515603I'm sorry, anon. Sounds like you went through a lot in your life. I hope you manage to find a good friend to offer you a shoulder, because that really helps. You sound like a lovely person though, it shouldn't be hard for you to find someone to be friends with ^^
>like finding things boring that I used to enjoyThat's normal, although it's always bittersweet when you realize that. Your tastes shift, and you become used to things that were new before. You need to try out new things, new experiences, and see if you find something else to stimulate you. Maybe something to share with a friend or with a community.