>>19118810economically and socially. I was raised by a single mom and she sabotaged any chances I had for anything in life. in weird, subtle ways that would take several posts to even get into and make me sound like an unhinged schizophrenic. stuff like throwing out my drawings when I draw nude women. or cutting the wires to my PC speakers and making a fuss if i ever play anything without headphones. she told me I wasnt allowed to talk to girls until I was 14, I did anyways, but i always thought that was weird. she says that I 'need' my dad even though my dad has tried to murder me twice now. she uses my dad to frighten me whenever I act up. I am tired
