>>12886400Not really envy. I've come to understand some of us aren't fortunate enough to have been born as such, but it does inspire me work on myself. To go lift and fix the little bits about myself I can control.
Some people get good cards in this game, mama didn't raise me to be a bitch and simply give up.
I have a good looking white gf now, don't understand what she sees in me, but the best I can do is try to bring that me outward.
