>>17978836maybe 4chan itself was a discomfort zone for you when you started out, but then it became a comfort zone as you started engaging more and more with it. i think maybe you want something more in your life than just 4chan though, so it could be a good idea to step outside of your comfort zone to try something new. when you face your fears and overcome them, it gives you more confidence in yourself to do more, and you become more as a result. any learning curve is like that, as long as it's something you have an interest, or even passion for.
you don't have to let this persona, madokanon, define who you are as a person. it's just one dimension of your complex being. that's why, when you get sick and tired of doing this, you can take a break and pick up something that stirs up that excitement and curiosity in you again. then when you get sick of that, you can come back here with a fresh perspective.
>If I'm not acting ironic, I prefer a place where I'm unwanted as long as I'm not banned from it.i get that. maybe not unwanted entirely, but that you represent something rebellious in nature.
>It's whatever because I hate the people here.kek, based, we hate you too <3
>I'm actually pretty okay with myself. For my own standards. I think that for anyone else's I'm revolting, so I just don't like having others perceive me.i kinda get that too, like you just want to be understood for what you actually are, and not what you represent.
whatever you apply yourself towards, i know you'll be able to not only succeed, but excell and surpass even your own expectations. it's just a matter of gathering the courage in yourself to make that leap of faith. you got this, bro bro^^
