>>15165789>Isn't it good to reflect though?I think so, sure, but, there's probably a such thing as reflecting too much, I think I've done that. After you look back on enough to see your mistakes clear enough and understand not to make them again, I think after that point, it can only bring bad memories when you do it any more and not really help you do better. And it probably depends on a lot of things, really.
>Did they genuinely neglect you or were they just always busy with work or whatever?Yeah, I've just never been really cared for by them, in their actions.
>I noticed you call yourself stupid a lot, why is that? Well, I guess it's being harsh to myself, but, I try to stay real with it, it's just how I see things. I don't really do what I should be doing with life right now, and don't know a lot of basic things that people should. That's more or less it, I guess? But I'm okay with it, I feel happy with things right now, still. So I'll take being stupid, I don't really get bothered by it. It's probably not the brightest future while looking at things that way, but, oh well.
>Have you tried picking up a hobby like drawing or reading? even video games and anime are a better pastime than constantly posting on imageboards.Well, I used to play a loooot of video games, but these late times I just can't have fun with it. I think simply because there's no good games, I'm burnt out on everything I liked and there's just nothing new. I'll take recommendations if you have anything you think is fun. Other than that, to be honest, I've just been too lazy to open up and watch something, or read anything, or whatever. I can't seem to bother. I go through like 10 minutes of a movie before tabbing out and going back to posting, and the tab stays open for weeks before I just close it, lol. It's what it is.
Also, getting into something like drawing would take a lot of practice, and, well, I just don't feel like putting that energy into anything right now. Part 1, too long.
