>>4123643Having probably the worst night of my life. Just came to the realization that I've been alone for over 8 months. After graduation I moved up north for work in a small town with my grandma. I've made no friends but still talk to some old ones. I had plans to visit them tomorrow but the world seems to be working against me. The hope of seeing my friends and enjoying a week with then is gone. I feel like I let them down and also myself. Haven't felt this horrible for a long time.