>>3743577>in shape and am maintaining that>working again after having been knocked out by an illness>wait to get accepted into universitySounds quite good to me! You have much more than many people around here, maybe you're just being too hard on yourself. Keeping the improvements is already a great achievement and getting into university is a huge step towards a better life. Keep it up, you're doing a great job!
>it's just frustrating for things to be outside of what I can influenceIndeed, but there that's how life works my fren. There are very few situations you can actually control
