I'm starting to become very disenchanted with most of the things in my life. It might be coming down to me gathering my most important and making a dignified exit from what I've built around me so I can enjoy the things I enjoy I've managed to cultivate.
Very confusing feels I've got going on bros. Anxiety, fear, confusion and great optimism are only a few. Kind of like falling in love for the first time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0c-kC8xZ-I