>>6123243Suicide is a pretty bad option if you ask me. There are situations in life when you are actually cornered and its really the only "way out", but those situations are rare and this is clearly not one of them. You might have problems, but there's tons of ways you can take in order to fix yourself. I am not saying all those options are a piece of cake, but they aren't impossible and there's plenty of them, as well as plenty of time to try them all. Committing suicide in a situation like that would be... just stupid. You are practically giving away all the potential a human being has (and every human being has almost infinite potential) simply because you feel like trying something is too hard. But life consists of hard things, you would never get any real satisfaction out of most things without struggling through hardships.
Anyway, I'm off to bed now. I really hope you listen to my words and see the infinite choices you can make as a human being and don't choose the one that will erase them all. Good night!
P.S. Also, listen to Chen. He is one of the few anons here who sincerely want to help you.
