>>13140522Something bad happened and you're angry
I bet it's chronic thing, probably you're depressed because you want something that you can't get or you suffer too much because of depression, whatever it is you blame God for this.
You said you used to pray everyday, did you read the New Testament too? Haven't you see that God suffered, he got scourged, and humiliated, then crucified. He suffered, he didn't chose an easy way, he chose an humble way. He could have become a true King by wearing a golden crown, and instead he wore a crown of thorns
Take your Cross and follow him, Anon
If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated him first
