>>1706494Me too anon...
But I'm not attracted to men. Ever since I was a child I always felt more inclined towards acting like a girl but my dad shamed me soon ( before true divorce ). And I like ignored it, but as time went by I slowly started enjoying wearing dresses alone and now I like to pretend I'm a girl when I masturbate... I wear panties and a bra, pretend people catcall me, and sometimes put bottle necks in my mouth...
And I know no one will believe me but I'm not gay, I really don't like guys. I really want to be with a girl who is ok with me being like this but then again I sometimes tell myself I have a mental problems dm remind myself I'm a guy, but that kinda makes me a bit sad. I don't want attention from anyone, maybe I just want to be a girls girl you know? But it fucks with my mind because I know I'm a guy, I don't know if it's me or it's being fat, but when I was normal I still felt this...
