>>7469727that's a bit rude but ok
you're right ofc, that attitude is not good, you're already on a good path by recognizing that
but it's not too late to drop it and replace it with something more postitive
a "spark" is not something you have at birth
it's something you gain from experience and learning your craft
instead of making something so that people think better of you. learn to make it so that you create things so that others may appreciate something well crafted, take pleasure in the art itself
these cool ideas you have may be very good if applied