>>21795081don't kill yourself poem anon. I am literally mentally ill and have been in and out of psych wards for over 12 years and have been at the point you are now. it gets better. unironically sectioning yourself may be the best route to go and get the help you need. if you don't want to get (((stuck))) you can sign a 3 day. plus there are some hot mentally ill chicks in there that will help you cope and can link up with afterwards (dont necessarily recommend).
other suggestion than going the psychiatrist/psychologist route - go to south america (Columbia) and partake in an ayahuasca retreat - open your chakras and 3rd eye and realize there is so much more to this physical realm
