>>9624544though I can relate that alchohol, marijuana, meth, bath salts, opiods, datura and poisonous mushrooms can help with pain of acting like a normal scum they are only temporary measurements of permanent problem that lead to very dangerous consequences
acting like normal whilst drinking alchohol feels so good, but just acting yourself and not giving a glass of water for other people's opinions (which most "normal" people do anyway) gives off more pleasurable and happiness inducing experience even when compared to being a dumb normal living the life of bliss
this has definitively nothing to do with thevfact that alchohol dehydrates your body, nope, none at all, I'm definitively not that deep up my own ass to do something like that