>>22493750I had a long term relationship when I was 16. Ended it at 18, because I didn't want to be controlled by a woman so much and I'm an avoidant person because of childhood trauma. Now I recently met a crazy girl, with tattoos and piercings, but she is pretty cool. Fucked her a few times, but had to let her go because it didn't feel good on my conscience to be with someone like her. It made me realize how women who aren't controlled only live for pleasure and get through life with only emotions. I'm unironically thinking of turning to religion because of it.
