>>10282093I'll always respond until it's done but you...you understand what it's like to give everything only to have it burn around you. To slowly destroy yourself on the inside because someone ripped part of you out. Spending endless nights crying and trying to fix yourself. Trying to do the things that people say to get you through another day just to realize that they were unaware of the gravity of what was happening to you. Slowly you watch your insides waste away as you become bitter, hateful and broken. You and I are of a kind. 2 souls discarded for no other reason than they couldn't get anything else from us. Using up our emotional bearing to fix and mend themselves while behind your back they plot your demise. To give your everything to another person only to have them take the things you didn't even know you could lose.
You're on a path of self destruction just like me. Unsure of where to go, what to do and who you can get close to. Well let me tell you monsters can only be with other monsters and when you're playing that game you're gonna get hurt and you will bleed. Are we truly the monsters though?
You....I like you. YOu can stay.
>>10282111Rambling is a form of trust. It's the truest form of what our minds think. You made a poor choice to let me ramble as you could be here all night and then some. Then when it's all over I'll wander in the darkness searching for the anons who made me feel best. It's why I'm slowly inching closer to yonkers. I need to attach to something to show me affection. If I don't then the neglect will destroy me even more. I become how I am now. I believe I'm a rational man and not the worst poster around but when I'm like this there's no reasoning. I'm a wild beast waiting to take a piece from someone. Ready to take what I need in order to be whole again. Nobody should have to live life neglected. It's why I'm so kind to the anons I know really need it like drunk aussie and space cowboy.
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