>>12590858This is going to be great
>You said that when you're with your boyfriend you forget about all your other caresOnly some of the time, on my best days and in my best moments. On my worst it can get in the way of our plans, like I told you before. Besides, didn't you tell me not to rely on distractions to feel happy? It's not a permanent solution. Even if we do get married, I won't be with him forever. It's not like things are perfect between us either. There are... problems. No relationship is perfect, of course, but they get in the way and they might become bigger problems in the future if they aren't resolved. Well, I know one way to resolve it
>Why is this the be all end all of your entire existence?It isn't. Of course I could continue existing despite this - but will it be a good existence? My current experience tells me it will not. I can only distract myself in the hopes of feelings better momentarily. In fact I think I distract myself too much. I'm always looking for some way to feel better, which just leads me to lose track of what's important. Happiness is important, but chasing it at all costs can't be good for us either, like with substance abuse. We need suffering too. When it becomes too great, however, we tend to give up on everything. Maybe I could have been something more, but not with this weight on my shoulders. You're right. I can't know what death holds for me. But can it really be worse than this?
>She's wearing white trousersOh... I guess I didn't notice them because the colors are kind of similar. It's still a suggestive pose in any case
Okay, now that is a nice image! I never thought I'd see the day... I might even save it if I knew what the heck it was from
>unless she bleached her butt she's not partially nakedAre you saying you don't bleach your butt...? Pff can you even consider yourself clean like that? Then again you must not see many visitors down there
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