>>21023409Yeah im definitely aware im on a very self-destructive path. I just dont know what to do. Theres no social places. Some people i dont jive with. I especially dont like other men. im on the chan for social outlet. Reddit insta-bans me anywhere I go, most of my social medias dont have this community and people I want to text just dont gaf. Im afraid these thought patterns are set in stone. Ill see how this semester goes. It really needs to be productive outside of grades.