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>be me
>on a quest looking for the true purpose of life
>study the holy scriptures
>realize I need to learn hebrew to fully understand
>read the old testament and the talmud
>instant JQ redpill
>read all the books on the subject i can find
>meet qt girl, she likes me
>can't really get into it, feel overwhelming desire to stay up all night researching kikery and make plans
>girl won't give up on me, we still meet
>she move in with me
>i tell her everything i know
>she gets into it as well, we research together
>both highly redpilled, race, JQ, both high IQ
>researching and making plans together, it's awesome
>purpose found?
>notice gf getting more and more depressed, swallowing the pills getting harder for her
>she sees no future if we were to have children, getting nihilistic
>says western civilization is dying
>she tries to tell her family but they turn on her, call her a racist, major family issues and fights within her family
>try to back her up, her family won't talk to me
>she's getting more and more depressed
>she's starting to act weird, tired all the time
>one day I find her dead in our bed
>fentanyl spray + xanax + half a bottle of vodka
>alone again.
