I'm terrified of having a real job. Never had one. I can't drive in my parents' feel like they can't trust me.And so I don't trust myself. I live with my mom and I drink alcohol and I smoke marijuana daily. I'm trying to cut out the alcohol, but it's quite difficult.I live on a f****** island . What is wrong with society?Why are there so many like us?So many failed men. My mom is a feminist so like I was raised.You don't hit a woman , that kind of thing you don't rape , you don't kill. Guess what a lot of women have rape fantasies and want men to take
charge.So I feel like I was set up for complete and utter failure