>>17808175in short, you wouldn't get it
you see cockroaches in the sewer they multiply rapidly and anxiously, you throw waste food garbage and they all gobble it up desperately, that's you
I'm like a rare majestic species that is peak evolution, I'm a demigod, like a bald eagle or some kind of extinct peacock, everybody cares about my species and my genes but i went extinct anyway, nobody cares about ugly cockroaches yet they reproduce anyway
there's an answer to that but again it's above your level of consciousness so let's leave it at that