>>18543083one of the absolute worst parts of this existence is having to deal with family members when they want to celebrate a holiday to make themselves feel good
they have literally no dealings with me outside these gatherings of what I would call a gaggle of strangers, not interested about anything in my life or well being to contact me during the year, but act so pleasant and starved for gossip during these organized farces
I don't know how other men did this when I was a child, all I feel is contempt for these people, these unknowns, how did my dad do this shit, it's unbearable
