>>16918829the entire arc of all history hinges on Calvary (the Cross of Christ)
what became available, access to the mercy of God for all mankind, and for anyone who believes unto salvation and sanctification: personal fellowship with Creator-God, to join in the community of the Godhead: Father, Son, Spirit; that was made possible by Jesus Christ's death and resurrection. Something that before, when Jesus walked the earth, was not.
I know you're being antagonistic, but the invitation to be healed is for you right now also. Would you ask God to give you confidence in His power to rescue you and be with you through this life. He does say to you, "come ALL!! who are weary and heavy laiden, and I will give you rest.! Walk with me and learn how my heart is humble, and you will find comfort for you mind, comfort for your emotions, and healing and the breath of life for your will."