>>15223316Go to the gym and eat clean for a start, for you, not for her, it will help you in many ways. Accept that you will never be perfect and that nobody else is either weather they admit it or not (they never do). Everyone's a cringe retard on some level, seriously. Stop being afraid of making a "fool" of yourself, just embrace whatever the fuck happens and who you are currently or were in the past. Internalize this: Fuck what any cunt thinks. That does not mean be hostile, but it could, just BE REAL, don't try to be someone else, be you apologetically.