>>19720410I don't know, but I just wanted to befriend him since the first day I came to this board, that's how I even got in tangled up with the gerogianmutt. Because me and the him were talking and he was kind to me, the nigger started chimping out and eventually made me leave the board. I tried establishing a connection with him afterwards while using proxies, especially through Elden Ring, but it didn't work out, since I guess he was being cautious after the grgnggr incident.
And I guess we just drifted apart, especially after he adopted his current bitter, jaded, egotistical, "tfw to inteligent" attitude. The times I was mean to him, I'd like to think that I was coming off somewhat as playful, not as rude or hateful.
Also cruelty literally means "wilfully causing pain or suffering to others, or feeling no concern about it." which suits you quite a lot, since you don't care about anyone, but yourself.