>>13644920No-one's sure of it anymore, least of all myself. I don't feel all there too often. Weird feeling. You're in your body, and your body is doing things, but nothing feels real, and it's given me an intense lucidity in some ways but it's completely taken me out of the world I still inhabit. I don't know. Maybe absurdity might be the way to go for a bit, just to get my feet under me. Grounding, is that what they call it? Get busy livin' or get busy dying? Theme seems to be just get busy, at something.