>>11610504idk man, it's not about effort really, it's about opening up to someone else, like I can somewhat do it on the internet and since it's all anonymous but when shit gets for really yeah no thanks but fuck off
I have a tab of acid I'm planning to take today so maybe I'll experience one of those ego deaths or whatever everyone keeps talking about or maybe my mind will suddenly change for no fucking reason and before I know it I'm married with children and it all goes swell, I have a feeling my dad was just as much of a mess as I am when he was young even if he won't tell me and that's okay
>>11610509aye, but you also have the ability to fix it innit, you just have to find it
