>>10007862I don't feel as though they're wanted or warranted. People change and how people want you to act changes. After my train wreck the whole scene has changed. He doesn't seem to want to be around me anymore or care the way he used to and I don't blame him. When I let my emotions get the better of me like I tell him not to I managed to ruin it all. At least with suppression nobody has to bear the burden of my odd behaviors spurred on by my burning hot emotions.