>>19836987Anon I have worked for 35 or more years in many jobs. Nothing out there pays enough every job is a soul crushing misery you are forced to endure or starve and be homeless. Any job I would enjoy is already taken with zero hope I will get a shot at it. Death has ceased to be a tragedy because life has become one. If it were not for people in my family needing me I would already have put a bullet in my brain.