>>12206816Im actually pretty successful, have a job that I like and makes me ton of money, still young healthy and decent looking and yet often I feel like everything lacks a meaning. I'm thankful to God every day for the blessings I was given but just cant get rid of this feeling that nothing what I do matters. Looking at the old photos and reading about great movements of the past I wish something like this would happen now, something that would grab me and make me really believe in a positive change around and that my actions do have an impact.