>>8806458 Tribute accepted.
Yes I do. My first solution to problematic people is to be violent. Eliminate the problems source immediately. I don't really care what you've done to me whether it be hurting my feelings or physically assaulting me if you wrong me my first instinct is to kill you. Period.
That's not to say I act on it anymore. I use to be very aggressive and violent getting into a lot of fights but with suppression comes more problems. I have a deep urge to kill SOMETHING. I don't care what it is and I'd prefer it be human for the thrill of the game. I know how I'd do in anyone I speak to in a way that would be most befitting them. Even people close to me aren't safe from this pondering. I know how I'd kill my wife and cute if I wanted.
>nicotine poisoning in her coffee>stalk for a week, abduct, transport him into the woods and force him to die a warriors deathThe final layer is the problems that arise when I start to plan and acquire materials. Books to have and practice the skills I'll need, acquiring materials like cold packs from Walgreens or going to the fish store when I don't own fish, walking my route to know what it will feel like when I do it and my favorite stalking the target in plain sight. Before my wife I was right on the edge of doing it living in my one bedroom apartment in the burros of Ogden. A friend of mine pulled me out by being a dignified black gentlemen.
Every day is a struggle and I've been working for a long time but I'll never try to deny I'm a sick fuck on the inside hiding away.
Because the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem.
Ed Kemper is my murder husband and I want to have his calibre of skill only with more bodies.
I won't let myself slip anymore though. I have too much to live for to be a serial killer.
