>>8217630it's ok, you still have plenty of time anon. I'm 23 and attend IT courses to become something like sys admin probably.Yes, 4-5 years ago I literally had all my chances to become someone very big by now, to the point of sitting in the government, but meh, at least I'll be self-sufficient and hopefully get rid from psychy problems by that time.
I suggest you find a random job at first. Work for couple of months, it'll make you undersand some things in life, but most importantly be create nicerelations with your co-wrokers: It'll help you to develop contacts IRL and if you'll show that you're actually a reliable worker they
then in the future they may remember you and help with finding a work/attending courses etc etc.
I hope this can help you to change to better, anyway wish you luck anon