>>10260609>you are actually doing something to improve.i didn't do anything, I'm just sitting here and cry over spilt milk
my quarantine probably ends next week (if they start working in germany car factories), so its too late, but i still should have at least 6 hours a day free, so should give study a try, i even bought on steam learn hiragana/katakana to survive, but i deleted it later from my account so people wont laught at me for being fucking weeb, and /v/ and /int/ said its just meme games anyways
i hope i save some wagie bucks this year and learn japanesese so i can get in japanese uni next year when ill be 22, but ill still need to complete high school finals, as having only elementary school completed is end of any chances
>>10260860>Respect for having the balls to make such a big, honest post if it's real!I have too much autism to lie about this things to strangers and if i made copypasta I would try not to look like retarded ESL I'm
I'm afraid kettlebells would be too much for me, as my hands are in constant pain from carpal tunnels, i even lost grip, and it was just from 2 months at work, i never worked in my life before
i guess ill take at least every day from now a walk at small hill behind my house, its not much but I just don't feel confident enough to go to gym, as i'm scared from other people
>>10260291i wish i had friend like this, who would help me go trough my life, unfortunately I'm on my own