>>11452193Things didn’t work out with yet another girl, who had been my main source of hope and motivation for the past few months. I know my self-worth shouldn’t be tied to another person but after so many let-downs and almost-but-not-quites, it will break even the most confident and stable guy. I’m young but exceedingly blackpilled by the type of females that surround me and when it seems that I finally find one that’s just right, yet doesn’t pan out, it’s that much more demoralizing. I just want a relationship, and I know that starting a family is the most meaningful thing I or anyone can do. That’s all.