>>993361Your brain is like a muscle; yes, it absolutely atrophied when all you do is fill it with memes, vista, and porn. Lurk through a NSG and download all the books and read them. For you, I'd start with The Way of Men. Clean your fucking room and lift some weights. Nobody can do anything for you except yourself. The buck stops with you. Be the master of your own fucking destiny ffs. Get fucking angry at yourself, not depressed.