>>2664557I know, the same happened to me after i turned 14 or 15, i just was never happy. Nothing made me happy. Now i got into ghibli films, loved kiki’s delivery service, the only reason Im not as depressed. Also I was poor during my childhood. Didnt mind ot all that much.
To be honest. Im in the same boat as you. I wait for death but im not suicidal.