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This is random but im not gonna lie sometimes my cousin still pisses me off. He’s not as bad as he used to be but I still feel like sometimes he feels the need to “assert his dominance” or be in control. Or as soon as I start doing better at something than him I feel like he gets mad. When I first got a job (he still hasn’t had a job) he would walk past me and flick my hat off “as a joke” Or whenever there’s other people around like his friends he calls me jakey and talks to me like I’m a baby. I honestly think he does this because he’s insecure as shit. And a while ago when I was 14 and he was still pretty bad I stopped putting up with it one day and I got painted as the bad guy and pretty much got in trouble. Shit pisses me off. Everytime I get home from work he comes in my room and I can tell he’s trying to annoy me and I just want to be left the fuck alone and everyone makes me feel bad for not wanting to hang out with this nigga but for him “hanging out” means watching him play video games in his room that’s so messy you can’t even see the floor. He’s just so loud and obnoxious and I think that’s another control and dominance thing, I don’t think im reading too much into it. There’s more stuff that happened back then, stuff that’s a lot worse but im starting to think he never truly changed.
The point is im gonna try to stop letting people walk all over me and shit. It’s a skill I seriously need to learn.
Also Betty rocks and I think she’s streaming later today
