>>9703595Quit the hard drugs and alcohol, hit the gym and start working to improve yourself. You are rock bottom and have yet to see the potential of what your life could be.
You are a grown man now, your mother past parenting sucks but she doesnt run your life anymore. You can still turn it around, when you lose everything is when we are free to do anything. I'm here to help mate, dont kill yourself
Also if theres absolutely no way I can convince you not to kill yourself. Do it in a cool and exciting way like rob a bank and go on a crazy police chase or assassinate a pedophile or something. You got nothing to lose at this point.