>>6524370strange thing, but why go back? At least we save some money from that? We create our feeling by self within, so we can't blame no-thing or any-thing for it. Even if your mom dies you can't blame the situation. You create sadness because you identified yourself to that person and then got sad when you lost it. We create everything alone within. Differed thing is if you get hurt by physical means, because we are bound to these bodies.