>>4123643lateposting to get it off my chest. I'll take a brandy over feels please. These last couple days my sexuality has resurfaced and caused me a lot of grief. I used to be a silly kid who fell in puppy love with cute girls in the summer. Getting laid was never a priority after the first time but it came pretty easily. Mostly because I feigned masculinity and such. Then i finally accepted i was gay. I didnt suck my bestie's dick in middle school because I was a masc straight guy. As it turns out im a skinny little femboi on the inside (not fucking trans but still a sub degenerate). Also skinny and little on the outside but that's beside the point. I have never been comfortable with this reality and never found anyone else on the lgbt spectrum who I could be vulnerable around. In fact, I cant be vulnerable around anyone. And the urges are hitting like a freight train after V-day. I made and OKcupid years ago and have just been grooming and ghosting the boys who hit me up. I really just want someone to invite me in, break open my shell, and also maybe make me get on my knees. Its fucking degenerate I know, but its giving me really emotional dreams and now I'm just depressed. I literally want a cute boy to beat me and strangle me to death right now.
Another Brandy please, but make it a double.
