>>8449354a lot of shit happened to me when i was a teenager
and at some point you stop trying to even feel better you know.
move on in life? why the fuck would i bother i've had my fill of it. at some point you realize you're just basically a wounded animal and the baggage you have makes you either unable to related to anyone or just uneasy to even be around. woe to anyone who actually dates my retarded ass they'd have to be a fucking saint. at some point you just don't want to inflict yourself on anyone else anymore.
