>>17086965family is all you need to get a normal life, both my parents are divorced schizos and they med fueled rage fried my brain, i rise up with my grandpas since i was 1 yo , they end up getting dementia and died, the only option left its making one and im too fucking broke so its kind of hard to get my life on track, i really envy normalfags with a functional family they dont even value the most simple thing like having a dinner or sharing simple conversation every day, isolation is driving me nuts, used to cope the void with drugs vidya and hanging around with niggers but after 10 years got tired and sober and rejected all the shitty social interaction, till everyone stop to even trying to integrate me again, its a hell loop every day, just waiting for the death in my mid 20s.