>>6507203>The public cannot comprehend this weapon, and therefore cannot believe that they are being attacked and subdued by a weapon.>The public might instinctively feel that something is wrong, but because of the technical nature of the silent weapon, they cannot express their feeling in a rational way, or handle the problem with intelligence. Therefore, they do not know how to cry for help, and do not know how to associate with others to defend themselves against it.>When a silent weapon is applied gradually, the public adjusts / adapts to its presence and learns to tolerate its encroachment on their lives until the pressure (psychological via economic) becomes too great and they crack up.>Therefore, the silent weapon is a type of biological warfare. It attacks the vitality, options, and mobility of the individuals of a society by knowing, understanding, manipulating, and attacking their sources of natural and social energy, and their physical, mental, and emotional strengths and weaknesses. -----Silent Weapons for Quiet WarsThat said, OP might be suffering B vitamin deficiency. I've read similar story and the guy "cured" it with B supplements (B12 I think but you should do a little digging to confirm). It's way worth a try before you go ahead and turn yourself into an NPC with a lifetime dependency to SSRIs