>>21998084heh reletable
when you set yourself silly goals to distract yourself in the hope it would change something.. at least its not that bad if its something productive
try out gym or running it always helped me to take my mind off for a while
>>21998100i was short sighted retard back then
i dont really know what i improvement in my case would even mean
i got a new job lined up though... perhaps this time it wont be a oneway street
trial and error