>>5605869You haven't felt true happiness in a while anon, I can tell. you should know that this isn't an illusion, this is the real reason you live life, to feel good feeling and avoid bad ones. Literally. Just think about for a bit. Doing what you want is what of the ways to have good feelings, such as happiness and content and pride and gratitude and interest and hope and serenity and amusement and inspiration and joy. The easiest one of those is joy. Joy happens in an instant and from the slightest of things. When you feel happiness and joy the whole world will be different. I know how corny and cheesy I sound but it's all true. I understand what those words mean now. because I'm feeling what they mean. I want you feel the same anon. Life will be much more productive and better in every way. promise.
I love you anon, never forget that!