>>15527495>Yeah. I was very self-conscious, guess still am, can't really help it. If someone notices something I did and makes fun of it or something, they most likely forget about it after an hour maximum while it bothers me for the rest of the day and possibly lifelong, but it's what it is.It's a common thing yeah.I we have the tendency to downplay others actions and overestimate our own. That's just how things are. It can help by trying or seeing things from other peoples perspectives
>Well, I never really got to, never talked much to people, wasn't much other than the weird kid in class. I've no idea how to keep up a conversation in real life or what to say in general, and I always felt like I bother people with my presence so I never really tried to do anything. But I'm content with just being left alone and not bothered, so things have been okay on that regard with high school so far.Friends can be nice, but it's not the easiest thing to get. You need to get to know people, and both parties need to put in the effort. Friendship are a give and take. You talk with them and to further build that relation you keep talking with them. If you want to make a flower blossom you have to keep taking care of it.
>Right. I think I can relate to that comprehension problem in a way, like, I've always had problems understanding what people are saying to me my whole life, even when just talking to one person I tend to annoyingly have them repeat what they've said a couple times, and if there's a group of people it's pretty much impossible to not look really stupid, yeah. Do you have trouble speaking out sentences? Like, even if you think it over first in your head or something, even. Basic stuff, too.At some point I got badmouthed by psychologists for dropping my med, so at that point I stopped caring so much about what people thought about me irl. No worries alright. You pay others happiness with your own sometimes. Be a bit selfish and you gain some happiness on your own
