>>11314126don't do it anon it will destroy them. my brother died recently (although not from suicide) and there's not a day that goes by that i don't think about him. i know suicidal thoughts well but rather then succumb to them persevere be the best you can be each day, each hour, each second. i'll tell you from experience if you do kill yourself, you might die but the heartache that will live in your families hearts until die isn't worth it. there's not a day i don't wake up wishing my brother was here, he's the first thought when i wake up, the last thought i have when i go to bed and everything inbetween. i'm not going to say i know your situation but i will say this, find something that's worth living for, worth dying for and never lose it. for me it's my family but to you it could be anything. all i can say for certain is that when we die, the sorrow of losing a family member lives on in those closest to you. be strong fren, i believe in you even if i'm an anon 13000km away